"Always be aware, that humanity, the whole population of the world, is illusory. That includes the one reading these words. Humanity is not real or valid. The illusory body of humanity is not at all who and what we really are. We have simply been conjured up, given a 3D name, body, mind and spirit/energy, (all aspects which are fake), and then filled with endless suggestions in our illusory brain, that this is who we really are. From this point on, in our 3D life experience, believing that our 3 dimensional life experience is real, leads to endless confusion and suffering. This belief manifests the notion of being imprisoned. However, we are not imprisoned, but if we believe we are, then for all intents and purposes, we might as well be." - Bryan Kemila, IlluminatiMatrix


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Thursday, April 28, 2011

Hello - What's in The Darkness...He He

Hello. It's Been Awhile. I won't get into the details of my lack of blogging for the last 4 months but I will say the break was welcomed. I thank all the readers who still come to the blog to do research. But I see one of the visitors doesn't seem to understand what is written. Commendatori seems to pick on minor issues without showing me anything in return. This is typical human emotional respones. Here are his or her comments from my last post Deec 11, 2010. I love having people come to the site that have no clue what's going on. They love to talk, talk, talk but not "put up" the facts or information to counter! ....just fucking lovely.  :)

Commendatori said...

"How come a atheist such as yourself, says there is Luciferian mindset, isn't this a Judeo Christian term? If you dont believe in God, why do you make reference of Lucifer/Luciferian mindset, as for all deities born on Dec 25th, apart taking that from Jordan Maxwel, where are the proof? I mean, the date Dec 25th as such has only existed in the Julian calendar, and since the gregorian calendar it is equivalent to 21st/22nd of Dic, hence all those deities you referer to are nowhere to be found... (such as any other civilizations that celebrate 25th of Dic as the birth of their saviour?) Can you actually quote your sources (or is this merely your opinion)? Do you have historical documentation of all you claim here? Dont you just love copy pasting? (aka plagiarism) .. As for all you "word games", i would suggest you check an etymology dictionary before misleading people into believing it, as your "suposition" are only "true" in english language and surely not in all languages. I'll come back to check your answer... February 19, 2011 11:43 AM

I can handle this several ways, but I will simply give Commentatori a few thohts.

Guess I'll have to give you some proof... but please do your own research before you comment again and bring your proof!
Where is your blog?
What difference does it make in if I believe in GOD or not?
Why don't you explain...your opinion...who GOD is?
Where is your proof?
How come you say I am an atheist? Do I say that...hmmmm?

Definition... http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atheism

"Atheism, in a broad sense, is the rejection of belief in the existence of deities.[1] In a narrower sense, atheism is specifically the position that there are no deities.[2] Most inclusively, atheism is simply the absence of belief that any deities exist.[3] Atheism is contrasted with theism,[4][5] which in its most general form is the belief that at least one deity exists.

In Western culture, atheists are frequently assumed to be exclusively irreligious or unspiritual.[11] However, atheism also figures in certain religious and spiritual belief systems, such as Jainism, Buddhism and Hinduism. Jainism and some forms of Buddhism do not advocate belief in gods,[12] whereas Hinduism holds atheism to be valid, but difficult to follow spiritually."

Now that Ihave gone to the trouble of addressing some of these stupid questions....here is the reason why I find it's usually a waste of time. This example here shows that Commendatori has no clue nor des he/she comprehend. Your an idiot.

I quoted the statement in my comments which says "I AM NOT AN ATHEISTES". Commendatori can't even read what I said and understand that I am not a Athesits! WTF?

"Yes, even atheists are religious zealots. Even though I state there is no god I am not an atheist in as much as I do recognize infinite awareness and wisdom do exist. This awareness and wisdom is NOT SPIRIT, neither does it have any connection to learned knowledge. The worship of a creator, a supreme being who cares if I’m good or bad, and I better obey … I don’t buy it!"

"Even the religion known as atheism boasts the atom symbol, which is the All Seeing Eye, as their logo. In the TRANCE STATE of this 3 dimensional plane, the deeper one is indoctrinated in the belief that SCIENCE actually has some validity, or reality, the greater is the disconnection from WISDOM and the original state of being. Atheists will argue vehemently that science (which is seance), proves there is no god, which of course there isn’t. However, they will continue to trust in the knowledge offered up through scientific research which is based on the foundation of the ELECTRON, PROTON and NEUTRON, which is the TRINITY of the GODHEAD."

The Greatest Story Ever Told … THE BIGGEST LIE EVER SOLD.

The Jesus myth (the Hey-Zeus myth) and every christ lie sold throughout the ages is exposed. Christianity is 6,000 plus years old, not merely 2,000 years since the non-existent Jesus (Hey-Zeus). All sun god worship (including the Jesus myth) has its source in the constellations, the sun and earth. The foundation that the source of religion is built upon.

Now for this... hmmm ...crap...

"as for all deities born on Dec 25th, apart taking that from Jordan Maxwel, where are the proof? I mean, the date Dec 25th as such has only existed in the Julian calendar, and since the gregorian calendar it is equivalent to 21st/22nd of Dic, hence all those deities you referer to are nowhere to be found... (such as any other civilizations that celebrate 25th of Dic as the birth of their saviour?) Can you actually quote your sources?" Answer...YES!

Here spend a few years and do some serious research...

Quotes: In The Story of Religious Controversy, Joseph McCabe, a Catholic priest for many years, writes:

…"Virginity in goddesses is a relative matter."

"Whatever we make of the original myth…Isis seems to have been originally a virgin (or, perhaps, sexless) goddess, and in the later period of Egyptian religion she was again considered a virgin goddess, demanding very strict abstinence from her devotees. It is at this period, apparently, that the birthday of Horus was annually celebrated, about December 25th, in the temples. As both Macrobius and the Christian writer [of the "Paschal Chronicle"] say, a figure of Horus as a baby was laid in a manger, in a scenic reconstruction of a stable, and a statue of Isis was placed beside it. Horus was, in a sense, the Savior of mankind. He was their avenger against the powers of darkness; he was the light of the world. His birth-festival was a real Christmas before Christ."

"The Chronicon Paschale, or Paschal Chronicle, is a compilation finalized in the 7th century CE that seeks to establish a Christian chronology from "creation" to the year 628 CE, focusing on the date of Easter. In establishing Easter, the Christian authors naturally discussed astronomy/ astrology, since such is the basis of the celebration of Easter, a pre-Christian festival founded upon the vernal equinox, or spring, when the "sun of God" is resurrected in full from his winter death. The vernal equinox during the current Ages of Pisces has fallen in March, specifically beginning on March 21st, lasting three days, when the sun overcomes the darkness, and the days begin to become longer than the night. In the solar mythos, the sun god starts his growth towards "manhood," when he is the strongest, at the summer solstice. Hence, Easter is the resurrection of the sun. As does the ancient authority Macrobius (5th cent.), the Paschal Chronicle relates that the sun (Horus) was presented every year at winter solstice (c. 12/25), as a babe born in a manger."

Concerning the Paschal Chronicle, Charles Dupuis relates:

…the author of the Chronicle of Alexandria…expresses himself in the following words: "The Egyptians have consecrated up to this day the child-birth of a virgin and the nativity of her son, who is exposed in a 'crib' to the adoration of the people…"

Another important source who cites the Paschal Chronicle and mentions Isis's virginity is James Bonwick in Egyptian Belief and Modern Thought:

In an ancient Christian work, called the "Chronicle of Alexandria," occurs the following: "Watch how Egypt has consecrated the childbirth of a virgin, and the birth of her son, who was exposed in a crib to the adoration of her people…"

The author of Christian Mythology Unveiled cites the "most ancient chronicles of Alexandria, which "testify as follows":

"To this day, Egypt has consecrated the pregnancy of a virgin, and the nativity of her son, whom they annually present in a cradle, to the adoration of the people; and when king Ptolemy, three hundred and fifty years before our Christian era, demanded of the priests the significance of this religious ceremony, they told him it was a mystery."

CMU further states, "According to Eratosthenes [276-194 BCE], the celestial Virgin was supposed to be Isis, that is, the symbol of the returning year."

Interestingly, all sources cited herein relate a different translation of the Chronicle, which would indicate that they used the original Latin text and that it contained the word "virgin."

Here... you can read it for yourself or do your cut & paste.

"Born of a Virgin on December 25th: Horus, Sun God of Egypt"
by Acharya S/D.M. Murdock


I will end this post with this...


"Humanity spends its physical life trying to reconnect to the awareness lost. We want to return to our original knowing state, but always seem to lose our way. We continue to lose our way until we become conscious that the luciferian egregore, or the creator god, is not a loving god, or a divine creator, but deliberately aims to manipulate who we really are, and to destroy our connection to the eternal wisdom state. It is this eternal state, and awareness of this paradise state, that stands between absolute power and worship for the luciferian entities, who can thereby fabricate an eternal state of subservience, in turn directing all the power of the eternal state unto themselves.

Trying to reconnect to our awareness may take on different forms of sexual orientation, or an active sex life. There is, with sex, no such thing as sin, therefore no right or wrong sexual orientation. The sin concept is derived from manipulating the light, and when the light is divided all sorts of legalism concerning right and wrong is suggested and attached to the limitless colours, shapes and sounds.

In our original state of awareness, there is no light or energy. There is NO SPIRIT and NO SOUL. Each man and woman, is without form, without division, and are not man and woman. This differs from the 3D state in that there are no physical forms to deceive, causing the ecstasy to end. Simply put, we are complete in awareness in the wisdom state, and the ecstasy of being one in union is constant and eternal. There is no division, no individuality, no male or female in the Paradise State. We are not WE, which denotes individuals, or division, but we are WISDOM and the ultimate state of being, and we are that WISDOM ALREADY. We just have to reconnect to who we already are."


"To BECOME AWARE that the whole body of HUMANITY IS AN ILLUSION, an utter fabrication, that the 3D experience, and the conjured up body of humanity, IS the veil of deceit that makes it utterly impossible to rationally conceive that it, humanity itself, is the deception keeping the disconnection from reality intact. This is what we must come to recognize.

We are already in our Paradise State!

We are already perfect, pure, eternal and ALL KNOWING. And WE are NOT this body of humanity, neither are we this 3D illusory mass of energy and spirit. We are WISDOM! We KNOW ALL! We have to learn NOTHING! If it wasn’t for the THOUGHT PROCESS that indoctrinates the elitists, that IT, the THOUGHT PROCESS itself has conjured up, we would be AWARE and PRESENT and completely reconnected to eternally drinking from the fountain of wisdom in our Paradise State. For we are the Paradise state!

The THOUGHT PROCESS is the TRANCE STATE. The THOUGHT PROCESS is the 3D realm. Remaining emotionally connected to things of the 3 dimensional realm, keeps us in this TRANCE, and conversely, detaching emotionally from believing that any of this is real, allows the realization and power of the eternal state to be ours, RIGHT NOW." - by Bryan Kemila


  1. Woot! The Dark Star's back!
    I agree, it's all an illusion. Jared Loughner thought the only way out was to have lucid dreams. That inspired me to go buy the book david Wilcock recommended called "Lucid Dreaming" by Stephen LaBerge. Now if I only had time to read an entire book... or had the ability to remember my dreams?

  2. Hi DD. Good to have your comments.

    The reason why you or humans in general don't remember dreams, is because the chemical realeased in the brain to induce sleep & dreams(DMT), causes our dream state memories to be wipped cleaned or erased. We don't remember...it's intentional... In the movie Men in Black the agents use a device to erase memories but DMT does it naturally. It a perfect drug. :)


    The enigmatic dimethyltryptamine (DMT), a molecule found throughout nature, within humans, and potentially existing in every living organism. A compound that commonly produces mystical states, and also considered the most potent psychedelic. In 1995, Dr. Rick Strassman completed the first government-sanctioned, psychedelic research on DMT, with results that may answer humanity’s greatest questions about consciousness.

    Joe Rogan talks about DMT: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=grcqs9cDuN8


  3. Well maybe DMT's depleted in the morning, because standard advice for remembering your dreams is to fully wake up 2 hours early and then go back to sleep for another couple. I tried that this morning. My dreams are so stupid. I reduced mimosa root into DMT a few months ago. That shit was disappointingly weak and expensive. Salvia on the other hand's the shit. Legal too (legal to have, not to smoke). LOL we bought it online and got it in the mail.

  4. Glad to see you posting again too! I really missed your input during recent events. I do have a different reaction to the events of the world now and I truly try to not care or react.

    Glad for the Bryan Kemila quotes too!

    A nod to Bryan and his blog in the news today. Bryan likens Obama to the Lion King and the Sphinx.

    Interesting that at last night's National Correspondent's Dinner in Wash. that the President referred to a clip from the movie The Lion King as the "video response" to the Birthers rejection of his birth certificate!

    Obama played the movie clip before the audience and it was of the scene when Semba was anointed after being born!

    Fascinating that the President himself revealed this.


    Glad to see your post! Please post often! :)