"Always be aware, that humanity, the whole population of the world, is illusory. That includes the one reading these words. Humanity is not real or valid. The illusory body of humanity is not at all who and what we really are. We have simply been conjured up, given a 3D name, body, mind and spirit/energy, (all aspects which are fake), and then filled with endless suggestions in our illusory brain, that this is who we really are. From this point on, in our 3D life experience, believing that our 3 dimensional life experience is real, leads to endless confusion and suffering. This belief manifests the notion of being imprisoned. However, we are not imprisoned, but if we believe we are, then for all intents and purposes, we might as well be." - Bryan Kemila, IlluminatiMatrix


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Sunday, December 29, 2013

ZEUS = JeZEUS = JeSUS = ZOOS = ZOOPHILIA = Beastelity - By the IlluminatiMatrix!

The following are direct quote from the IM (lluminatiMatrix! written by Bryan Kemila)

At this time, be aware, that what we’re dealing with, (as pertaining to the luciferian / illuminati agenda), is NOT FLESH AND BLOOD HUMAN BEINGS. What’s being described on this site are the entities that have conjured up this total 3D illusion, through the THOUGHT PROCESS and everything we see is a THOUGHT FORM. Who we really are, is not the illusory body of humanity numbering in the billions. We are that formless thing called WISDOM, and we are the ULTIMATE EXPRESSION of BEING that the luciferian 3 dimensional illusion was designed to separate us from. Separation from that wisdom, brings us into total control under their intellectually based systems of science and religion. We’re in a war with the mythical gods of old, the illusory THINKERS, who attack us through the fabricated minds we’re certain are our minds. Yet, these minds that we use to contemplate all things 3 dimensional, are their minds, fabricated to receive the THOUGHT PATTERNS meant to disconnect us from the powerful stillness and knowing of the ETERNAL PARADISE STATE, which is who we are.

The god Zeus had 12 lesser gods with him on Mount Olympus.
The god Jesus / JeZeus had 12 lesser gods called disciples.
Zeus and JeZeus are just 2 names for the same ‘god’.
Different names for the same god assists in hiding and perpetuating
the fabricated notion of a divine principle, and that there is actually such a thing as god. This is for the express purpose of furthering the luciferian agenda of lunacy through the Thought Process.

One symbol of Zeus was the SWAN.

The painting and chart immediately below showing Zeus raping Leda, the father and mother of Helen of Troy (borrowed from page 67), is just one example of Zoophilia, or the lust love of animals, referred to as beastelity, for which Zeus was famous for. Zeus was said to be a lover of women, men, and animals. This has been taught and perpetuated throughout history as being an activity associated with the gods.
… of course, nothing is right or wrong, as there’s no such thing as right or wrong in this illusory 3D world. However, it’s incredibly hypocritical to condemn these activities for the masses when the very mythological gods they worship are taught to have taken part in these activities.

We’re also taught of Jesus, that he too, was constantly spending his time with his male companions, the disciples. Sometimes spending time with Mary, Mary, and Martha. (All 3 of whom were simply the same woman, but repeated 3 times to instil the MAR, OCEAN, FLOOD hypnotic subliminal). Even in the Old Testament, the names of Ester (Astarte) and Marion, were all references to MARY, or MAR, the Ocean or Sea. Even within the Muslim religion, homosexuality is taught in the Qur’an.

The short form of ZOOPHILIA is ZOOS.


Of course, Zeus and Jesus never did exist, however the teaching of zoophilia is an aspect of sexuality that has been implanted within the human psyche, for the express purpose of using it to condemn any who practice this form of lust and sex. The Thought Process is merciless when it comes to conjuring up this body of humanity which may respond to any and all notions of lust, … only to be condemned, ridiculed, and berated for being conjured up in such a fashion, even though humanity had no say whatsoever in how they were thrust into this 3D illusory plane.

And of course, … it’s the moralists who do even darker and more hideous deeds inspired by their own lusts. But they do them in the darkness and privacy of their minds and hidden away in some special room. It’s for this reason they preach morality and love, for they always feel they have a need to hide any or all of their natural inclinations that humanity feels in regard to lust and sex. When you hear the upstanding moral preachers and teachers proclaiming LOVE and MORALITY, … remember, … you’re looking and listening to a liar, a fake, a fraud, and a manipulated fool! Realize, that these fakes are everywhere.

The very leaders and teachers of morals, love and decency are the most hypocritical of all. The world could be filled with volumes of books relating to sexual abuse among the leaders and teachers in religious and intellectual institutions, who are in turn, inspired and led by the elitist power brokers of the world.

So today, in the new totalitarian world that’s emerging, … just like Hitler and the Nazi’s, … the minorities are being set up for sacrifice. But unlike the preachers, moralists, new agers, truthers, and conspiracy theorists, (these are all manifestations of the elitist luciferian agenda), who represent 2 sides of the same coin to cause reaction and retaliation … unlike these, we must not react to this blatant hypocrisy and manipulation. Learn to recognize the absolute lies built upon lies, and simply, watch, … wait, … and observe. Do not retaliate in any way. Do not resist. Do not judge anything to be good or bad.

They’re looking for the resisters to rise to the surface of this illusory plane.
Then like sitting ducks in a barrel … Bang!"

Saturday, December 28, 2013

Lesbian – Gay – Bisexual – Transgender SEX - by the IlluminatiMatrix

"It’s been stated and demonstrated over and over again, that there is no such thing as right or wrong. There is no black or white (in spite of what Freemasonic style secret societies and other religions and intellectual institutions might wish to implant within our psyche). There is no sin, no hell, no god, no devil, … because everything in this illusory plane is simply an illusion, … in other words, … there is actually no 3D universal plane except for the existence of it within a dream state, which is a total and complete fraudulent state of manipulated colours, shapes and sounds, dancing in our minds.

Therefore, to assist in explaining the judgments that different segments of society make of each other, it seems prudent at this time to illustrate how this 3D illusory plane was initiated which will lend support to all segments of society. This, despite how vile one segment is perceived to be by the others. There is no need for anyone to judge anyone else, for judgment is a condition and a characteristic perpetrated within the Trance State. Anyone, or any segment of society that attacks any other segment of society is standing as someone naked in the light of Truth. For no ones concept of what is right or wrong in this illusory plane, is any better or worse than any one else’s perception of right or wrong. Simply because, as mentioned, within this illusory plane, there is no right or wrong.

Seeing as this whole 3D illusory plane is conjured up according to the manipulation of this thing called Light, and that everything that appears to be real, actually has no validity or worth, … the question remains, “how can anyone seriously judge anyone else according to their sexual orientation”? … if indeed, love, morality, religion, god, sin, hell, the devil, heaven, … all of this is a fraud?

Since there is no such thing as LOVE, this sexual expression is simply LUST. In spite of what society teaches, LUST is not a good or bad thing. Because good or bad do not exist, but are fabricated notions of those that take pleasure in making judgments. Yet again, LUST is only degraded by those of “high moral standards”, … which of course, do not exist. Morality is a figment of some self-righteous, self-centred, egotistical belief in a super-natural god that has supposedly drawn up a list of MORAL LAWS to govern the poor corrupted souls. These laws are perpetrated and pushed down the throats of all of humanity by the elitists and the powers that act as mindless puppets pushing forward the luciferian agenda of Total Control and ultimate Sacrifice in that day of artificial judgment.

How often do we hear the leaders of the nations of the world say such ridiculous things as “God Bless America”, … or “God Bless This Nation”, … and praising Allah, or Jehovah, or Yahweh, or some other entity relating to a “man in the sky”, a man that no one has ever seen, but who continually suggests through his brainless leaders and teachers, that the masses should have the Christians go off to war and kill the Muslims, who should in turn go off to war and kill the Jews. Then when the Christians run out of Muslims to kill, they should look for a different denomination of Christian to kill, and when the Shiite Muslims run out of Jews to kill they should look for another denomination of Shiria, or Alowite Muslim to kill, … and on and on it goes.

… and these are the people that speak and teach us morals, and morality."  - IM Quotes

Monday, December 23, 2013


steve szewczok, sugar

A memory piece served up in sequence, Sugar is a fifty part, long form poem which tells the story of one woman's struggle with her own vices. Though Sugar contains the themes of drug abuse, alcoholism and hard core sexuality, they are used to explore the human condition, in particular ideas on loss, and how one copes with the solitude of heartbreak.

Sugar is in fact a love story that asks the important questions:Where do people go when they leave you?  How small can love get?

The Catalyst

I remember the taste of floor wax
Tiny splinters in my small hands
Kept me from praying that night
I knew then God was useless to me
I knew then He was gone

I remember the sound of my father’s voice
He was a musician a singer a composer
He sang to me of a loss
I could not understand
His rough music
His intonations
I was a child

I was alone at nine
My sister and me
She was four
I loved her so much

Our mother moved us far away
A new start
A new life

I felt like a fugitive

As if I had done
Something wrong
Something criminal

It was my fault wasn’t it?

I was the 


"In a holographic universe there are no limits to the extent to which we can alter the fabric of reality.
What we perceive as reality is only a canvas waiting for us to draw upon it any picture we want. Anything is possible, from bending spoons with the power of the mind to events experienced by Carlos Castaneda during his encounters with the Yaqui brujo don Juan, for Magic is our birthright, no more or less miraculous than our ability to compute the reality we want when we are in our dreams."

Thursday, December 5, 2013

What is the "Luciferian Agenda." Explained One More Time.

I am going to help explain to clarify the expression you see me repeat over and over..."luciferian agenda."

It should be noted that the term “luciferian” does not imply a “devil” or a “satan” as expressed in religious terms.

The term "Enlightenment" or "Live In the Light", etc...is all bullshit. Our original existence, who we really are is "NOTHINGNESS" or no thinking, only WISDOM! We are not from light. We are deceived by "Thought or Thoth" to believe we are light beings. In this reality, yes we are LIGHT...as is a hologram.

In Genesis of the Old Testament, the god (lucifer) said, let there be light (divided light or energy), and there was light, and everything became visible. Nothing was really created, it just appeared to be created by the lie that conjured forth the energy. This energy had a specific form to take, due to the THOUGHT PROCESS applied to it, and so it whirls in our face, seducing us to believe it really is there. And yet it’s not there at all.

Now to explain Lucifer. The Thought Process (which we believe are our thoughts), which is hypnotic suggestion, is the luciferian agenda. The term “lucifer” simply means “light bringer, or light bearer”, and the “light” is the “lie” that has conjured up what humanity is entranced to believe is real. It is the fabricated god of the Old Testament, and every other religious writing, that is the light bringer, or the Shaitan, the Satan, the one who brings knowledge or enlightenment.

Humanity itself, is the most deceptive conjured up aspect of the Mind of the Thought Process, and humanity is itself, the thick veil of deceit which is designed to separate Illusion from Truth. This separation cannot possibly succeed as pertaining to Who and What we really are (which will become apparent as the reader progresses through material on my blog and the source of the material on the IlluminatiMatrix), … however, the misery it produces seems real and valid until each individual, … illusory, … human life experience, comes to the realization that everything is a lie and without validity, … which does include each illusory human being on the face of the earth.

The root source of SUBLIMINAL MESSAGING.

Through this messaging the luciferian-based THINKERS control and manipulate an illusory smoke and mirrors reality through indoctrination of the masses in intellectual and religious lunacy. Humanity is in a massive state of hypnosis. HUMANITY IS ITSELF, an illusory form, and the product of HYPNOTIC SUGGESTION. The consideration of this information WILL BREAK the TRANCE STATE.

Although sound is an extremely slower frequency than light, the two are inseparable. They are welded together by a thought. A thought traps sound within a light illusion. Thought travels faster than light, and is able to contain and merge the slow frequency of sound with the faster light frequency. Every 3 dimensional object has sound locked within its structure. The recording industry deals with this very concept. However, a simple test that demonstrates how sound is locked within a light energy particle, is to burn a log and listen to the fire roar. Even with the absence of water in a substance, there will be a searing sound, however faint, sound is present.

We are woven into the veil of deceit. Any reaction, revenge or resistance gives the elite the excuse they need to push forward. They will fail, of course, because this illusion called humanity has had enough. We just won’t buy into it anymore, and many folks are gaining a sense of this every day. But our awakening is dopey-eyed at best. The new consciousness of the new age light workers is doubling and tripling the dose of poison conceived previously by the scientific thinkers. New age christ consciousness is simply applying luciferian spirituality to luciferian science. When you add a lot of stupidity to a lot of stupidity you don’t become wise. You become really stupid.

Now Who and What do you suppose wants us to believe that we are this mass of clay, this ball of shit, this hopeless and pathetic thing we call humanity? Of course it’s that Entity we call God, or Lucifer, the light bringer, which is not God, and is not our Creator, (for We Always Were), but is the egregore group of Thinking Entities that conjured up the illusion called the 3D universe, with the loftiest notion within this illusion, called Humanity. All we have to do is to regain our focus on our Original State of Being, which is Wisdom, and to be free of the Matrix web of deceit, is to forfeit any emotional connection to this illusory 3D life form experience.

The luciferian thought process conjures up light. As individual thought charactistics are applied the whole black light becomes divided appearing to separate male and female. In other words, this illusion manifests as male and female, dividing and disconnecting us from awareness of our wisdom state. The original male/female oneness does not manifest in energy atoms. The original male/female knowing had no physical form or no physical atom energy. We were purely WISDOM, we were, and still are, FORMLESS, and fully WISE. However, the luciferian mind conjured the human form and the human psyche, and used this illusion as the receiving dish for the THOUGHT PATTERNS they wished to extend to us, manifesting as a 3 dimensional reality, and in the process disconnecting who we really are, WISDOM and FORMLESS, from our ETERNAL PARADISE STATE.

In our original state of awareness, there is no light or energy. There is NO SPIRIT and NO SOUL. Each man and woman, is without form, without division, and are not man and woman. This differs from the 3D state in that there are no physical forms to deceive, causing the ecstasy to end. Simply put, we are complete in awareness in the wisdom state, and the ecstasy of being one in union is constant and eternal. There is no division, no individuality, no male or female in the Paradise State. We are not WE, which denotes individuals, or division, but we are WISDOM and the ultimate state of being, and we are that WISDOM ALREADY. We just have to reconnect to who we already are.

As our brother Christopher has titled his blog..."God I Am = God You Are". WE are NOT we...WE are ONE!

… simply WATCH and WAIT!